005 [video]
Sep. 30th, 2012 10:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
worldsbestmarksman[The hawk has emerged from his nest, from drinking, from spending time with Natasha and generally from shooting away his emotions and feelings.
Besides, an inmate. And he knows exactly what he wants to ask for. Have Clint, wearing a uniform-his SHIELD fatigues.]
So that was a breach.
I'd like to apologize because-
[thoughtful pause] ...I'd just like to apologize period. [He looks like he wants to say more but feelings are hard for SHIELD agents so he just turns off the feed and goes to send off his PMs.
[Private to Dick Grayson]
...I'm gathering from network chatter that something went down. When you uh- when you get a minute I'd like to buy you a drink by means of apology. That-
That's not me. Period. But I'm gathering that's a common thing. So when you get a minute the offer's on the table I guess.
[Awkward shuffling] I would have beaten me senseless. Thanks for the restraint.
[Private to Rose Wilson]
...Someone once told me the best way to get to know someone was to beat the crap out of them. Or at least give them a chance to beat the crap out of you. If you're not up to sparring however name your preferred method of getting together and I'll be there.
[Private to Captain America]
...I've spent the last six days.. [drinking like a fish] Can we talk?
[Private to Natasha]
I have an inmate. That means a deal. I don't- [He has some ideas of what to ask for but.] ...I dunno, what to ask for.
[since by his count he and Captain America are the only people with warden deals-and Captain America doesn't have an inmate.] It seems kind of selfish to say "Hey can I go back in time so my girlfriend doesn't turn out to hate me or my brother doesn't turn into some kind of strange underworld assassin." when our world is invaded by aliens and things are changing.
[Private to Agent Kay]
...I have a feeling our...counterparts had history and I'd like to apologize for anything he said to you. That.. [He rubs his head] that was a part of me I'd like to forget and he was in essence someone who I've sort of disowned back home so.
[Private to the Admiral]
If I have to live through it I will but if I help my inmate...how many of them can you bring back? Is it a life for a life thing or what?
Besides, an inmate. And he knows exactly what he wants to ask for. Have Clint, wearing a uniform-his SHIELD fatigues.]
So that was a breach.
I'd like to apologize because-
[thoughtful pause] ...I'd just like to apologize period. [He looks like he wants to say more but feelings are hard for SHIELD agents so he just turns off the feed and goes to send off his PMs.
[Private to Dick Grayson]
...I'm gathering from network chatter that something went down. When you uh- when you get a minute I'd like to buy you a drink by means of apology. That-
That's not me. Period. But I'm gathering that's a common thing. So when you get a minute the offer's on the table I guess.
[Awkward shuffling] I would have beaten me senseless. Thanks for the restraint.
[Private to Rose Wilson]
...Someone once told me the best way to get to know someone was to beat the crap out of them. Or at least give them a chance to beat the crap out of you. If you're not up to sparring however name your preferred method of getting together and I'll be there.
[Private to Captain America]
...I've spent the last six days.. [drinking like a fish] Can we talk?
[Private to Natasha]
I have an inmate. That means a deal. I don't- [He has some ideas of what to ask for but.] ...I dunno, what to ask for.
[since by his count he and Captain America are the only people with warden deals-and Captain America doesn't have an inmate.] It seems kind of selfish to say "Hey can I go back in time so my girlfriend doesn't turn out to hate me or my brother doesn't turn into some kind of strange underworld assassin." when our world is invaded by aliens and things are changing.
[Private to Agent Kay]
...I have a feeling our...counterparts had history and I'd like to apologize for anything he said to you. That.. [He rubs his head] that was a part of me I'd like to forget and he was in essence someone who I've sort of disowned back home so.
[Private to the Admiral]
If I have to live through it I will but if I help my inmate...how many of them can you bring back? Is it a life for a life thing or what?
Re: [Spam]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:03 am (UTC)He never expected to even think along those lines.]
...She didn't feel accepted.. Nearest I can come to describing it. I think I'd like you to go over her file but...
If there's one thing I've learned when you're dealing with people who have lived the kind of life she's lived it's...trust early on is really important. Have you and she gotten back in touch? She knows you're here right?
Re: [Private]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:05 am (UTC)...I don't know it's like being asked to be a parent. [A kid. What the hell was the admiral thinking]
[Spam]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:06 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:09 am (UTC)Re: [Spam]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:11 am (UTC)Look. I just- [He sighs] I don't...I didn't expect to get a kid. I mean she's young. I feel a little like a parent though and that's way out of my league.
I'd like, eventually to put you and she back in touch but for now...is there anything you can tell me that you feel might be important? ...Something I can use?
Re: [Private]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:12 am (UTC)...what has you so riled up anyway Natasha?
[Spam]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:21 am (UTC)I understand it's hard when you get assigned a young inmate, but you're not her parent, and treating her like a kid isn't going to get you anywhere. Rose needs someone who's going to be there for her and be a role model, and yeah, you need to set an example and boundaries for her, but she's not a kid. I know it's a fine line to walk, but it's what you have to do if you're going to get through to her. [At some point down the line, Rose might come to think of him as family or something, but he feels like heading down that line at first might be a disaster considering, well. Everything. :|]
Re: [Spam]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:28 am (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2012-10-01 06:31 am (UTC)I know it's weird, talking to your inmate for the first time, and I'm glad you want advice on how to do it, but these are the kind of judgment calls you need to make for yourself, at the end of the day.
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Date: 2012-10-01 10:29 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2012-10-01 03:45 pm (UTC)I'm not riled. [Just agitated by being here and having to go through this crap, nbd.]
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Date: 2012-10-01 04:47 pm (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2012-10-02 12:56 am (UTC)[Somewhere Nick Fury is shaking his head. Give hawkeye free reign? That's a bad idea-or at least in his estimation. That's his however.]
Is there anything else you think I ought to know? Sleep with one eye open, that kind of thing?
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Date: 2012-10-02 01:32 am (UTC)[There is a slight feral smile on his face]
Re: [Private]
Date: 2012-10-02 01:49 am (UTC)[eyebrow raise. but.]
I'll make the deal for Phil. [because talking about the dead is easier then dealing with the living.] It's weird. I want to make a joke about it, but I know I shouldn't. We're grieving for a man who - the last I saw him he was still alive.
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Date: 2012-10-03 12:08 am (UTC)I became a villain once. It was a port, not a breach, I fell overboard and... it was weird. Like, you know, you feel things, and you don't forget what you felt, and you understand why they did what they did. You know it's wrong, and you feel guilty for doing bad things, but you still get it, and still remember those feelings.
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